Anyone else has this weird hyper focus?
Bugs, parasites and possible symptoms of having those… From my childhood, I was a real knowledge-eater. One day, Mom gave me a little book named “Secret paths of death-makers” or something like that. The annotation said that you will be having itching while reading this book. Of course, the book was about the parasites such as fleas. My world has changed so much since that. And a total disaster it was when our neighbours infected all the 9-floor house with fleas!! I was really confused about this, and tried to avoid being at home, but those bugs were everywhere, the fight was bloody and difficult. But then, I had strange loops with my life when I was checking myself if I had any problems with my hair and skin. It was periodically coming to my life, and then dissolving. But as the war started, it became the real phobia of getting infected with little parasites. Hair-based and skin-based. If anyone had an experience of such a problem, how did you cope with this? I am scared of being called weirdo or even psychotic by my closest ones, so I am sharing this here with you. Thank you for your understanding and attention, I really appreciate it 💖✨ Kitty pic for your pleasure 😻