If they love you they will learn about your differences medicine is not always the answer for me I struggled with taking showers regularly which is big for a girl yah know! Now when my husband gets up at 5:30 for work I get up nd get right into the shower it helps me to focus in the morning nd I dnt have to try nd gather the energy for such tasks later in the day! I also put my toothbrush nd toothpaste in the shower so it’s not an extra task but part of my showering process!
Try medication and go very slow to a good rhythm in life. Do not compare yourself to others. We’re a bit different from other people and I’ve learned to be in peace with that over time.
I can definitely relate 🥲