At least my cat loves me or I would be only talking to myself most every day. I'm sorry you feel like that too. I end up feeling guilty that I mess up and fall through so much that being alone seems easier, no one to disappoint, yet it's so painful.
I feel you. Remember you are someone, your feelings are valid, whether understood or not. Sending love 💚
Whats going on? If u need an ear ill listen
I have nothing to offer but solidarity. Sending you love!