The ultimate hack.
It’s life, and all the hardships it has, but get this. No security blanket, no safety from consequences or lessons, etc. I’ve learned that trauma and pain are the best teachers, and when had, you regain some form of function, like your brain forces a minor correction each time. Idk if it’s a physical healing or not, but it works. I let life happen to me, no security, took on others health and livelihood including my own, and paid all the full price. And I feel like I can do exist now. I’m not worried anymore.