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I am definitely going to say my thoughts can get very scattered so fair warning I am 50 years old from Louisiana live in California divorced twice have a shitty family three kids who don't speak to me my last husband did a pretty good number on my mental health and was a controlling bully for ten years and upon leaving him I apted to not take my half of anything just for my freedom. That put me in a position where I was pretty much homeless and had to go through shit I never thought I would even know about. I can honestly say that I would rather have my freedom and self worth any day.