Social interaction

I’m severely introverted, and socially awkward, then to top it all off I’m agoraphobic. So I never leave my house. So I have only one real friend. Who now lives in LA. I don’t do social media except for this. And it’s hard for me, I’m forcing myself because at least we’re all like-minded, so it feels kindred. But I get insecure. Like, what will others think of me? I’m so stupid for this post!!! Or, it was WAY TOO LONG!!! Lots of insecurity issues here! And feelings of inferiority. So being here has been good. But it’s a struggle all the same. The ONLY people I talk to regularly are my two boys, seven and six years old. And my husband when he has energy or time between his two jobs. But he’s insanely introverted and tired. So he’s not always open to talk. So I just keep to myself. I’ve spent my whole life this way. So honestly, I am 100% ok with a lack of socializing or being around others. I actually prefer the solitude. It’s more comforting to me than being around others. That can amp up my anxieties and sensories.

I’m not good with social interaction either. I’m very introverted. There are very few people I talk to regularly…only those I feel close to: my two sons and two friends.

Good morning and what’s your plan for the day ?? I’m carter and I don’t mind getting to know you better,if that’s okay with you??